you have changed your mind or your opinion of something important. It isn’t so much that you changed your mind as it is that you evolved out of your earlier outlook or perspective. You can now see things in a new light. This is certainly nothing to be ashamed of. You should be proud that were able to soar beyond your own expectations and be open to something dramatically different. Don’t worry that others will think you’re indecisive or wishy-washy. As long as you believe what you believe, it shouldn’t matter what anyone else thinks.
You’re an adult, and no one is going to tell you what to do, so it’s up to you to enforce a little self-discipline. This should be a priority right now. You’ll get a karmic spanking if you don’t get cracking soon.
maybe i should have wanted less.
maybe i should have ignored the bowl in me
burning to be filled.