February 2012
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i’m unhappy with my body again. I was doing really well. this isn’t good.
mankattan asked: i miss u lolzzzz
deuces.
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i have decided the outcome. It will be good. i have decided.
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I feel a little strange but i’m not worried about it. I hate when you can’t talk about things on your own blog because you know a particular person is reading it.
now
- it’s the kind of rainy day that i like - i should be happier that it’s friday - i’d rather be watching the twilight zone -i’m in my first and only class of the day: first year studies in fiction - i need a cold beverage - i enjoy documenting my random thoughts
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winter
Daylight slices through tired corneas opening in only enough time to catch the last glimpse of 330 in the afternoon sunshine.
in a bed only half filled the thought spills out of the side of her head and onto a lipstick stained pillowcase “my life is starting to look a lot like my facebook page”
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i'm working on it.
again.
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IMPALA by Leah Baade
The boy pumping gas
mutters, “Nice car,” doesn’t think a girl should drive anything but a second-hand Volkswagen. You drive it for the dirty old men who think girls don`t know enough, for the cops on the boulevard, daring you to speed. You pay the boy, peel out of the station leaving two strips of rubber thick as snake skins for your grandmother who told you show...
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“So we beat on, boats against the current, borne back ceaselessly into the past.”
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2-18-12
i swallow the words burning on my tongue, chase it with a shot. smile, nod, laugh a little and think to myself we’re working on it.
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Saturday:
get out of bed
brush teeth
put on pants
put on suspicious looking sunglasses
go buy french fries
get back in bed
take pants off
smoke weed
put on hey arnold
eat french fries
sleep more
drink more
i should go outside now
everyone: are you okay
everyone: you look tired
everyone: you look upset
everyone: you look confused
everyone: are you mad at me
everyone: what are you mad at
me: IT'S MY FAAAAAAAAACE